White Flag

Hey everyone!!! i will not give up to be with her...yeaahh..that my choice.. i choose to take this thing more matured.. i want to be with her..
seriously,
I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be.



Help me god, make it easier and make everything goes finely..
i trust you, you will help me god.
make me and her strong.
put a superb chemistry into us to together.
everyone can change..please forgive me..
i hope superbly me and her will together soon..

now, i must show to all of you what I AM..
I cant live like this..
I must show to all of you who is really NUA.



Nothing is impossible

5 Dinamik 2008

tonight, aku asek teringat kt budak kelas aku mase skola dlu.
rindu la kt dorang, 2 tahun same kelas same2, 5 Dinamik.
kelas nie kelas akaun n ict. setgh dak2 kelas nie amek akaun n lg stgh amek ict.
bg aku, kelas nie kelas pandai2 budak nyer..aku rase aku xlayak ade kt kelas nie..
aku la paling hampeh dlm kelas nie.aku la paling jahat, pemalas, suke ponteng skola n byk ckp.
aku rase malu la jgak..aku nie da la bodo patu gaye jer lebey..sies aku xtpu..tu yg aku rase..

ok la, gamba2 nie aku amek time sehari sebelum SPM. mase nie time susun meja.
hari tu jgak la aku bwk kmere D40 aku.. xrugi aku rase..dpt snap gamba2 dak kelas dgn cantek nyer..it memories for me..time tu aku pkai auto jer..hihihihi kmere tu baru beli semalamnye..
hahahh bau kedai gitu..hahah

firstly,aku nk kenalkn sape dak2 kelas aku nie..
yg bawah nie HAZIM n TAUFIK..dorang nie mmg bestfrend gile2 punyer..duduk sblah2 jer..
Antare geng dorang SHARUL. SHAHRUL nie anak tokei kantin skola saas tu.. masyuk la..
mkn free jer la..hahaha tgok bdan da taw..nie msti mak suap kn mkn...hahahah


HAZIM yg belah kiri tu..TAUFIK yg kanan tu..sape xknl HAZIM nie..?? 1 skola kenal die..
nk taw nape??
die nie ade saket..xtaw ape saket nyer..otak die kot..slalu saket..slalu ber sweater.. dtg skola lewat jer.. g hospital dlu.. dtg time perhimpunan da mule..sume knal la die ni..hahahaha
tp die ni happy org nyer...slalu wt lawak dlm kelas..sies aku xtpu..soalan2 yg slalu die tanye kt cekgu kdang2 lwak cm haram..hahaha
TAUFIK nie pulak pendiam org nyer.slalu wt keje sndri sorang2 kalo HAZIM xdtg..tp die nie PANDAI gile babi org nyer..ADDMET ko xyah cite la ngan die..GAMPANG genius punyer..
tabik la same die..malu aku..result SPM die aku xtaw, tp gempak giler babi la..fizik kimia sume xde hal la nk A1..

yang bawah nie NURUDIN name nyer..die la paling top kt kelas aku nie..
die lah paling lantang, matang, batang,hensem, cute, lagi dikenali, alim, gempak bermaen bola, macho, rajin dtg skola dan berbagai2 lagi.. kire bestfrend aku gak la.. slalu soh die beli kn makanan kt kantin.maklum lah, nua kn pemalu org nyer..hahahhah
die nie ber cite2 nk tambat hati SYAZANA..hahahaha sori don, aku ter tulis la..xde pemadam nk padam.hahahah


yg bawah nie AINI n AISYAH..seperti biase, 22 nie mmg dak pandai..
AINI yg kiri tu..AISYAH yg kanan tu.. Xbyak beze nyer 22 nie...
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
AINI nie mulut die boleh tahan piaw die..memekik jer keje die..FARID penah ckp aku yg die suke AINI, tp dan2 jer die ckp aku yg suke AINI..cam haram kan..hahahahahah

Yang Bwah nie AISYAH..putih kn die..biase la..boleh tahan gak la gedik die kekdang..hahahah
sori ecah..gagaga
kurus jer dak nie..kkdang2 dari jaoh nmpk cute..kdang2 la..hahaha
skunk die blaja kat UIA kot..kt nilai tu..sket2 xsabar nk jmpe aku..hahahah

Yang bwah nie plak HAMIDAH n NABILLA..
cantek kn...hahahaha
funny gak la dorang nie..
HAMIDAH nie lantang org nyer..die besar org nyer, kalo aku kne hempap ngn die gerenti asma aku.hahahah
kaye org nyer...yeaahhh
yang belah kanan tu NABILLA...cam cine jual sayor kn...hahahah
die baek..byk skandel kt skola..takot aku nk dekat ngan die..hahaha
muke die gler la..cam...cam...xtaw ape nk ckp.hahahahah
kalo tgok tudung die, perrrghhh mmg kemas la..tah bape kali die iron..hahahaha

HAAA!!!
yg bwah nie grup ape tah..hhahahah
xpnah nk bepecah..bekepit jer dorang nie..sengal pon same2 jer..hahahahah
aku suke tgok gelagat dak2 nie..jd happy kalo aku tgok..
aku lupe la name dorang...sies nie..
yang blakang tu jer aku igt, LINDA n SYAHIRAH..
yg dpn tu xigt la...ape ar...bg taw aku..
dak2 nie PELIK gak la..hahah
suke mkn lolipop dlm kelas..dgn pelekat2 cartoon2 dorang sume.hahahahahah

Yg setan bawah nie FARID..hahahaha
nie bestfrend aku..die dok sblah aku..bijak sikit drpd nua..
suke tdo dlm kelas..keje xslalu buat..suke kencing cekgu, lg2 puan LAW..hahahahahah
dlu die pkai songkok..lpas die bukak songkok, HOT die menjdi2..hahaha
awek ramai nie..skunk die blaja kt KPTM bangi..amek bisnes kot..cm haram..dlu blaja ICT..dan2 jer amek bisnes..hahahah

yg bwah nie.
dari kiri. xtaw name, SYUKRI, FARID,NURUDIN,SYAHIRAH, LINDA, xtaw name
yg duduk, AISYAH, IZHAR,AZMIL, FAZRIL

SYUKRI ketue kelas ktorang, berwawasan dak nie..die minat psal PERLADANGAN nie..die wt bisnes cendawan kot ngan IQBAL..
best syukri nie, slalu tolong aku wt keje yg xsiap,yg paling aku tertarik psal syuk nie, TULISAN die, perrrghhhh.. condong abes bai...hahahah treadmark die tu..
IZHAR yg tgh duduk pkai spek tu..ensem org nyer..name bapak die roslan, mak die maimun..
mak die bwk van ruse kaler merun..sape xpanah nmpk mmg bute kayu la..die nie best org nyer...
boleh bwk bergadoh la..hahah
rajen juga dtg ke sekolah...keje skolah pon slalu buat..
die nie same2 FIGHT ngan farid nk dpt kn AINI..naseb menyebelahi die, NAMPAK gaye, Aini lebih gemar bercakap ngan die...hahahah


Yang bwah nie MIMI, ZAHIRAH, CEKGU ZARINA n AINI.
MIMI nie kerek sket la..tp die pndai la..hhahahhaha
glabah sket..die duduk sblah SYAZANA..SYAZANA dok sblah NUA..hahah
sikit2 ngan tdung die..xsilap aku bwk cermin kot..hahah
ZAHIRAH yg berdiri tu..die nie agak sengal2 sket la..hahaha
perangai die cm bangang2 kdang2..btw, die MINAT kt NURUDIN...
agak2 ar nk kt nurudin, don da la ensem..

haaaa..yg bwah nie SAIDATUL n MILA...
org kuat dlm pengawas2 nie..
22 pndai giler2..saidatul nie kire paling pandai gak la dlm saas time tu..
da la baek, sopan santun lak tu...eeeee..boleh cair bai kalo tgok die...
slalu berdiri kt atas pentas, bace pengumuman..bace ikrar..die PENOLONG KETUA PENGAWAS.. die calon isteri paling terbaek..hahaha
MILA yg belah kanan tu..die baek..slalu bwak bekal..slalu kne paw ngan dak2 nie.. org kuat kawat..

HAAA!!!
nie 2 ekor setan...
pkai songkok tu FAZRIL n sebelah die HISYAM...
hisyam nie budak baru dlm skola tu..masok pertengahan taun..org sg besar..die ok..suke gelak..
suke isap rokok..suke ponteng kelas...hahhaha
FAZRIL nie suke ape ar...aku pon xtaw.. best gak la kawan ngan die..hahahah terkenal ngan skuter ego die.. awek die huda..da lame da dorang tu..tah ape la fazril wt kt huda tu... nk kate fazril tu hensem,lg hensem aku nie...hahahahah bapak die polis..abg die angah..
die ade niage beger n shisha..pnah keje kt ctu time lpas spm..ok laaa

alaaa...senanye byk ag dak2 kelas 5 dinamik.. xde gamba dorang.. sorry la..
btw, miss u all..kecuali FAZRIL..hahahahahahah

New Way, But Still Nua

so loooooonngg i dont update my blog..
a little bit buzy lately..
all time must find friend..important to me..

this week i cant always with min cuz he had the SPM..now his turn to face the war..
he more relax than me..still hanging out with..just bring this "bear" with my motorcycle..
so "ringan"hahah
now, i think i get a full 100% support from ma friend.. so sad when they judge like that.. they care all about me.. sop...sop...
i luv u guys.. god bless u all..

wtf!! saket lidah aku nk ckp BI nie..hahah

pagi td aku dpt msg dr PA, die kate agreement MARA da kua..waaaaa..best nyer..
lpas smyg jmaat aku tepon pejabat kolej, Cek name aku..
selamat name aku ade..alhamdulilah...
ari isnin nie g kolej la..amek borang tu..
berapa tah aku dpt nnt? harap2 full loan la...amin..

The Devil Wears Shawl

This are two DEVIL who always make me wicked sick and sometimes make my stomach explode like TNT..
The leader of this Partner is my 1st sister..TINA.. why i called it leader??
cuz her age is 23. She have a great power. She always wanna win all the type of thing.. She always true..other people ar false..she always.. sometimes i think she has a powerful EGONISM.
hahahah..

The assistant of this partnership is my 2nd sista..DILA..powerful but not se-powerful as her leader..her mouth like a JOKER..why so serious..

This partner have a same style and fashionate..
always share each other cloth..hahahah

btw, this is my sista..i love them so much.. eventhought they are DEVIL.. they dont have many money.. the leader dont have a car to drive..but it still my sista...

Shine On

Please don’t cry

You know I’m leaving here tonight  

Before I go I want you to know that

there will always be a light

So many times I’d tried  

To be much more than who I am

And if I let you down

I will follow you ‘round until you understand

When the days all seem the same              

Don’t feet the cold or wind or rain  

Everything will be okay       

We will meet again one day       

I will shine on, for everyone

please come back my beloved GIRL..
I cant stand it anymore..
I need you to run my life..

i begging you..
i'm so alone right now..
seriously.. 100% need your love..

please... can't stop loving you..

i will wait until at the end of my breath..

i still love you,please forgive me...

Sayang BAPAK

td aku telah bertengkar ngan bapak aku...
pnas aku..
mule2 aku tahan jer..
xbleh tahan la!!

mletop aku td..
haiihhh..

bengang la..

td siang aku dpt surat dr MPKJ...
igt kn ape..rupe2 nyer..SAMAN!!!!!!!

pukimak btol... slah parking tempat letak kerete...shial la!!!!

agak2 la..surat saman xde aku dpt..ttbe dpt surat..esok tarikh tamat bayar..
cm harm ar...
kene 80 hengget!!!!

pantat btol...!!!!

What Should I do NOW

ermm...
aku nk wt per skunk nie...
bosan la..
duit da la tade...
camne nk lepak cmni...

ermm..aku rase cm nk keje kt beger balek la..
bosan la dok umah...
baek aku wt beger sket...lepak2 sket..dpt la dlm 15 1mlm..
jd la buat duit rokok...hahahaha
celah mane nyer aku nie merokok...
hahah

smlm lepak ngan afif,min,apis,faiz n haykal....
hahhahahah
sumpah best doh...kitorang lepak bwh khemah beger tu..ujan lebat time tu...
sume dok bwh tu...
best gler..main teka teki...cite2 ngarot2...mencarot2...hahahaha
dlm lepakan itu..terdapt 3 mangse keadaan...hahahahahah
3 org budak sg ramal yg kene game...hahahahahak!!!!!!!!!!
xnk cite nnt nanges lak aku..bia la..allah maha adel..hah

yeah!!!!!

exam da abes!!!!!!!!!!

hahahha!!!!!

My Mood

Melda Ahmad-Kimia

weeeeeeeeeeee


MY Lova-Lova

PEE WEE

mane fieza nie...
aku rindu gler same die nie...
meh la cni..
jom tgok wyng cite 2012..
igt ag die nk tgok cite tu...
mane awak nie...
awak sehat x...
awak buat ape tu...
saye nk awak jer...

Kelantan VS Negori 9

hahahah..

td aku tgok match nie kt rj..
datang lewat sket..hujan kn..
seperti biase aku lepak same min,fzril n faiz..

seperti biase seketol shisha di tempah khas..
dalam keadaan ujan rengai2..
aku tros kn..
hahahaha

sejok kot..sdp jer..

aku n min mkn beger sayor a.k.a beger vege...
hahahah

kelantan klah la..
3-1...
tp gol indra tu terbaek la..cm c.ronaldo kot..
kalo reina jd keeper pon..gerenti xdpt save bola tu..
hahahaha

Shopping Sakan

tengah hari td min ajak aku g JUMBLE SALE kt Country Height..
gler la..tempat org kaye2 kt citu...

ape yg ade jual kt citu ??
sape yg jual nyer ??

hahahah

Jumble sale nie jual barang2 orang kaye yg da xnk pkai la..
mcm2 la..
kasot2..
baju2..
langsir..
mainan2..
buku2..

stok brang2 luar negare la..bak kate min, BARANG SHIPPING...
hahahahah

td aku beli baju2 n sua2...
beli 1 plastik beg harge rm5..
patu korang isi laa pape dlm beg tu sampai da sendat..hahaah

mcm2 ade la..armani..oakley..old navy..

kire barang2 mat salleh..

aku ade beli topi santa claus n skarf..harge 22 bnde tu RM 1 !!!!!

hahahah

yg tukang jual nyer of coz laa omputih2 nyer...hahahah

ade 2 org awek omputih jage tmpat mainan..hahaha
boleh tahan gak la...huuuuuu

last bende yg aku beli ialah kasot "org bunian"
hahahaha
cam aladin pon ade..rm 1 jer...
bg aku semat gler ar cutting die..
xsaba nk beraksi dgn kasot tu..
hahahaha

Mari Menyanyi Bersama

Estrella-Stay


Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow
outside my window and it's you.

All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny,
it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Forevermore
Just stay

OK member

everything gonna be okay nua..

god know what actually The God doing..
just follow what god want to do...
there will be GREAT "hikmah" beside the "ujian" that comes to us..

setiap orang akan kene ujian2 nie sume..
xkesah la yg baek or yg jahat..asal kn die hambe allah...
sume org akan kene balasan ape yg dorang buat..allah tu adil lg bijak..
kite buat jahat memang best..slagi xde msalah, kite akan teros buat..
manusia xpernah puas ape yg dorang buat..
mmg balasan tu xdtg lepas kite buat sesuatu kejahatan..maybe esok..maybe taun depan..
maybe kt akhirat baru kite dpt balasan tu..

cube fikir ape yg sebenarnye kite dah buat.. cube sedarkan..
jgn la nk ekot perasaan sngat..
fikir la...
ekot kn hati aku nie, aku nk jer masok syurga sekarang..tp boleh ker masok kalo xde effort,just ekot kn hati jer..nk allah paham ape hati ko nk jer..ekot2 kn..semue orang ade hati nk msok syurga dgn senang jer...hahaha

Allah Maha Adil??
Ko wt jahat kt allah, allah msti bg balasan kt ko..tp just tggu mase jer la..
wajib kene balasan tu..sbb allah kn adil.. xkesah la ko sape..kaye ker..chantek ker.. baek ker.. jahat ker.. BUKAN buat jahat kat allah jer ko dpt balasan.. tp kt SEMUE bnde..
Manusia, binatang, tumbuhan...sume bnde la sng cite..

tp allah maha pengampun.. die bagi ko peluang ag..die x bg balasan time lpas ko wt jahat tu..
PELUANG..Peluang..
allah berharap ko boleh tebus balek kesalahan tu.. sbb allah kn maha pengampun...tol x??

contoh la..ko buat mak ko polak kt kau.. patu ko wt bodo jer..ko x rase pape pon..hati ko cm xrase besalah pon.. ko pikir ko jer btol..
tp allah still bg peluang supaye ko pegi mintak maaf kt mak kau.. tu pasal die x bagi balasan lagi..
die bagi peluang supaye kau boleh hapus kn dosa td tu.. adil x??hahah

tp...kalo kau teros buat cmtu ag..rase seronok jer.. time tu, kau bersedie la dgn balasan die..
tggu jer la..itu pon kalo ko xsedar2 ag pe kau buat...
bile da dpat balasan tu..
baru ko taw tggi langit nie...tinggi ker rondah..
allah da bg peluang soh berubah n pi mintak maaf kt mak ko, ko xnk.. ko pikir ko jer btol...
ekot kn sgt hati tu..
kan da kene...arkk...arkkk..

tu cume contoh yg aku dpt pikir...hahahahah

aku pon byk wt jahat..tp aku try brubah la..
siket2..

aku bkn nk bajet baek..tp bile aku pikir ape yg aku wt slame nie..
kesedaran tu mule dtg..hahaha

pandai ko ckp nua!!!!!!!!

hahahahah

My Love

I will wait you until at the end of my live..
i dont care what anyone say about my decision..it my decision..not you dude..
i just wanna with you baby..
i miss you damn2 much.. i dont want to try forget you.. i always thinking about of you..
what your condition??
how your live??
what you eat??
i care all about it..it important to me..cause i love you..
i know we have facing so bad2 situation lately..it challenged me.
but we got together about 9 month..it so long journey..many kind of situation we through together..
More sweet than bitter..before this, i feel so happy went i'am with you.. so meaningfull..
i cant forget it..
you give me the HOPE..i take it..i feel it.. and i give my hope to you..
its my fault cause i love you so much??
i obsessed to you??
in my deep heart, i think we should together back..
at least we try to rebuild our love story back.. maybe it take time..but sooner i think we CAN Love each other back..i guarantee it will work..we can do it if you want it back the "KIMIA" of our relation..
people always say that LOVE make the HEART feel so sick..but i dont think so..cause I feel ALL part of my BODY feel sick..especially my eyes..
maybe i must kidnap you went i can see you..cause i dont want to separete with you..
my heart says that better all the time i can stay beside you and hold your hand so i never let you go easily..
if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
so i can understand what you are.. deeper conversation with me..
everyone has the bad and good attitude..
all people do FAULT..especially ME..
i just a freak person with the bad eyes..
so skinny iishh...maybe my face so ugly..arrhhh
i try to be perfect for you..
i try to be wonderful for you..
i will keep try with this things..
maybe one you will see the result..

i cannot live like this..
my face, ALLRIGHT
my talk, ALLRIGHT
my heart, still hope we can togerher back..

Baby....
i will catch you..
if you run..
i will still run with you to get together back..
i will dont want to give many times anymore..
i afraid you already "melepas"...

Lets do it all again before we get too old
Lets do it all again before
We drive ourselves away from the shelter

This is ours....
This is ours.....
this is ours.....
this is ours......

I don't know if you're happy now...
I don't know if you're happy now...
I don't know if you're happy now...
I don't know if you're happy now....

you give me the changes
and
i will give to you my changes.

we try first..

trust ourself..everything gonna be alright..
dont think the past..think NOW..

i hope you can give it to me my dear..
Everyday & Everynight i hope this will happen..
about my pray..just god know..

hope we will together back with new STYLES...

sorry, my english is very2 bad and suck..
i already says that i'am not a perfect person..

ok..i stop here..tomorrow i will start my "USAHA" to get her...hehe
ok wish me luck guys..dear god..pliss help me too.. TO YOU I TRUST MY LIFE

Askum

Small Kid

This small kid make me feel happy now..
hahahah
this is my youngest sister..
SYAZA ISLAH

hahahah
this is a LITTLE DEVIL you know..
same as Her Brother..not me..but other brother MUSTAFA KAMIL..
hahaha
this is JOE'S Guys

my bro is a TEACHER?? you all must trust it..its true..hahah
this is my sister..SAIDATINA FATIMAH..the glamour name TINA...
the 1st of the Joe and Ina..

last week..she finally got her "ijazah"..bussines..
shit..all my family goes to her KONVO..but me not go..cause i got an exam...
shit..wasting my time..she also devil..hahahah

this is SAIDATUL FADZHILAH..my bangang Sister..hahahah

also just finished pmr..and now make noise and eye shit at home...
hahahah..fool kn..

This is me..SYAMSUL ANWAR..hahaha.

the most handsome kid in the family..
lazy boy..love ice cream.. and most important is He loves so much with his 1st love..FIEZA..
he hope, They will together back soon..He cannot live without Her..

hehehehe
what the language are using nua..its so motherfucker..
iam sure your ENGLISH will failed...hahahah

waaaaaa!!

nk pija..!!
mane die..
muncul la..
jgn wt nua cmni

*syok sendri

I miss you

haaiihh...

aku xboleh ar tahan cmni..

hidop aku kne ade die..
rindu gler kt die..xbleh lupe la wei..

i want with her..her only..not anyone..just her..

nk mcm dulu..

shit...

td da abes exam CTU101..
ceh..agak susah gak la nk pikier td..
bab2 agame nie pkai logik akal jer..hahaha
harap2 da la mark yg best2...

smlm kn..time aku nk anta KAKAK aku kt kajang..
satu bnde buruk berlakuu telah tjdi kt aku..wtf!!

citenye cmni..aku nk amek minyak petrol kt moto kriss msok kt skuter akak aku tu..
minyak skuter akak aku da kering gler2 punyer..takot2 xsmpai jer petrol pump jer..isshh
aku ternmpk la STRAW kt bwh tu.. nk try sedut minyak pkai STRAW tu..
tah cmne tah aku tersedot KUAT!!!!!!!!
mother father..abes minyak kt mulut aku..rase cm nk muntah..rase MINT pon ade.hahah
sengal kn nua??
cm xde otak..hahahah

buuwweeekkk!!!!!!